The THING about Guda is that they’re someone who cannot look back. They’re like a shark, if they stop moving they’ll fucking die. They have to keep moving forward. They have to keep moving forward. They have to keep moving forward. Jumping from singularity to singularity to singularity to lostbelt to lostbelt to lostbelt. They have to keep moving forward. They can’t stop they can’t pause they can’t look back the few times they DO look back in Aphrodite's funny lil nightmare or in the Garden of Lost Wills it almost kills them. They can’t take the time to process their trauma they can’t take the time to grieve they can’t take the time because time is breaking down under their feet and if they don’t run fast enough they’ll fall apart with it. They are Orpheus, running, fleeing, and their whole being is screaming look back, look back, don’t you want to see Eurydice? Look back, look back, you keep saying you want to revert things back to how things used to be, but do you even know what this is anymore? but they can’t look back. And that’s why you never see the Doctor’s face in Guda’s fucked up nightmare sequences. They cannot look back, or they will die.