Getting stupidly emotional over Guda’s “Guys!! Guys!! I went to space!!” in the saber wars event… Guda’s life fucking sucks, they’ve had to bear the weight of the world twice, the vast majority of the people they’ve loved have died (a good chunk of them to protect Guda, even) they’ve been forced to fight and kill and do terrible things for the sake of survival, but… they’ve also seen things no one else have ever seen, loved people they would have never met if not for all of this, witnessed Babylonia at its peak and the depths of space and the waves of the void sea. There is beauty in this world, you know? There is beauty and there is good. Guda’s life is harsh and painful, but there are still things worth living for.