GOD not how Beryl’s deal works I know but “Beryl eats Guda to become Mash’s favorite” I could make this fucked up I could make this SO fucked up.
Pov you are Mash and there is something wearing your best friend’s face. You know your friend you know them better than you know yourself (you know them better than they ever knew themself) and this is NOT who they fucking are. And when you confront The Thing you learn the horrible truth that not only is your best friend Fucking Dead and you didn’t see it but they didn’t even get a proper burial only a spot on a plate.
Pov you are Beryl and you unknowingly invited Something inside your body that keeps trying to change who you are on a fundamental level. It keeps feeling you with urges don’t you want to be kind? Don’t you want to be patient? Don’t you want to be soft? And no you fucking don’t that boring as hell and most importantly this urge isn’t coming from you it’s just a set of basic impulses you inherited from a dead heart you can’t threaten it you can’t bargain with it and it keeps trying to change you into “"your best self”“ against your fucking will. You reach down your throat to try to cough it out but it’s already in your bloodstream.
Pov you are Guda and your memory has been. SO spotty lately. Sometimes you see flashes of things that have never happened to you. You’re 90% sure that it’s just servant bullshittery going on but- you don’t recognize yourself in the mirror. Sometimes you do things- kind things! And don’t understand why you do them. Sometimes you do things- terrible things! And you don’t understand why you do them. You are starting to suspect that you are not [you.] But do you want to find out? Do you really?